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It has to be the two lattes I've had... [Mar. 9th, 2009|02:23 am]
The coffee in me won't let me stop... I've got a million different thoughts running in and out of my head...and its a million different thoughts about you....& geology.

It's very lesbian and actually very creepy, but it's because I care about you. Probably more than John or Milo...well like about equal, milo is a cat. I am just so relieved you didn't hate me. I thought you did. I was so worried. I've got to get this off my chest, because I seriously can't concentrate on my Physical Geology.

So let me say what I have to say- plain and simple, with no dressing.

I think the world of you. I've had some of my best times with you and some of my worst times with you (not that you caused my worst times, but the worst in my life has been shared with you) I can never lose you as a friend. EVER. No one has ever come close in comparison as someone I will value until the day I die. (I even underlined the important parts!)

If you get anything out of this message...is that I'm fucking crazy, but besides that..I don't really know. I guess I have to leave that up to you.

I guess the reason that I am spilling this all over the table is that I actually thought I had lost you. We hadn't talked in two months. It was a dry spell-I think the longest we have ever gone.

When you came to austin it was a little weird...my friends were awkward and we didn't get enough time in my new environment. I guess I felt that you thought I had changed...etc. but I haven't. I really haven't. Actually Caleb says, "Natalie, you haven't changed at all- if anything you are more relaxed." --which is a compliment in my book.

I am assuming this is what you thought, but you thought that you are wrong. I also realize you are very busy, as am I. I understand that. I hope we have one more summer like the old times. Being creepers & that other shit we do. (I know I'm so articulate..)

From Austin to New York City, even thought you are across the country, I know you will always be there for me...and I will always be there for you. PROMISE. I miss you and I truly love you as a friend and even as family. I mean I practically forced your family to love me.

I am going to randomly call your house one day...I mean I'll do it...don't dare me!

I'm rambling now. I love you. Bye. 


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Money, Cash, Hoes [Apr. 4th, 2008|09:56 am]
[*mOoDiA* |okayokay]

I just realized that my past like ten entries have all been about "life"

haha I throw this term around way too much.

Basically, next weekend should be good.

I am excited to see Travis Cornett. I miss this boy. Travis serves as my "boyfriend" substitute. I need him and I am glad he is there for me.

First period with Ince is always a trip. The bell is about to ring. She is on the phone, waving her hands around with this leopard coat on. Is it wrong that idolize her many ways. We've always had this love/hate relationship, but this last semester has been really good. time can do strange things to a person.

regionals is coming up and after state I am not sure if I can face some of these people I competed with. I just wish TFA could of turned out better. I prepared myself for the best and got the worst. It's funny how things turn out.

I can't go to nationals.

i miss CMM.
& i love jay z.
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TFA [Mar. 8th, 2008|12:25 am]

I am reborn.
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fuck me fuck me fuck me [Mar. 22nd, 2007|09:23 pm]
fuck one act play and fuck myself.

end of story.
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the 48 hours after a week off [Mar. 20th, 2007|01:03 pm]
[Current Location |mrs. lapksa's BCIS!!]

My Spring Break was ok.

hung out with the fam-little brothers and sister.

it was just OK.

and I promised myself I would have fun, but i didnt. =(

its my fault, anyhow. I mean I wanst even harlingen, I could of gone to the beach, but I could only go in mornings. MY Grandma is really paranoid and thought I would die in some crazy car crash or get kidnapped or actually drink!?! WTF yeah, i love my grandma, but still it gets annoying when everytime I WANT TO GO OUT she makes up some lame senario of how I would die. ha-ha

my love life is interesting and ironic.

I still smoke cigarettes and thats bad.

i love my life!

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SMOKERS BEWARE! [Feb. 6th, 2007|04:54 pm]
[Current Location |outside of my house.]

caleb- you better come to vaughns class ready to discuss the affects of smoking in public, I just got some BADASS sources against banning smoking outdoors in public parks, etc. WEE!!

Also, I love media tech.

YAY! YAY! matt and me!

SO life is pretty good! and that is all that matters.
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Mam, I am comin' Home! [Jan. 29th, 2007|10:35 pm]
[*MuSiCa* |spring awakening <33]

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big apple [Jan. 15th, 2007|10:32 pm]
[Current Location |my house =)]

NYC is like tomorrow. haha like thursday....excited much...HELL YES!

okay, so this past weekend was so much fun. I am so glad syd, steph, and I got so close, it was prettty amazing. I also rekindled my love for kisha t. and of course kara and I were like attatched to the hip in the latter part of saturday.

travis and I are still going strong...umm well w/e that means.

I am so proud of caleb he did amazing.

it was fun catching up with anthony, alyssa, alex, and kyle.....I love them all!

well this update is pretty much me loving life right now and I know some of my past entries have been pretty 'emotional'.....on another note I got a car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

btw: com (children of men) is amazing. looove clive..i love em. oh and its not b/c cmac loves him...I kind of already has his baby. whooops.
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Fuck Stony Point [Jan. 5th, 2007|01:01 am]
[*mOoDiA* |annoyedannoyed]

CMac201918 (12:35:43 AM): How have you been?
Nattyrose77 (12:39:22 AM): alright, I havent been sleeping well, ince had me slaving away on getting everyone ready for stony point, then she surprises me about going, i have to stay up and right my ld cases, i am stressed about my report card coming in
Nattyrose77 (12:39:27 AM): not so well actually
Nattyrose77 (12:39:40 AM): i have no desire to hang out wtih people anymore, i just feel drained, but i cant sleep
CMac201918 (12:39:56 AM): =(

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I Want It Now! Replica Musical Scene [Jan. 1st, 2007|01:08 pm]

okay, so this is.....I dont even know. I didnt really know the lines, but I gave it my all....HAHA
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